ok. i'm really scared now. i wasnt scared b4. i just read this link http://www.andrew.cmu.edu/~edelreal/docs/frosh.txt
i'm gonna die. DIE I TELL U! if u dare to read, go. homework on the very 1st day. i'm gonna be skipping school the very first friday ever for "labor day". awww MAN. i'm so gonna fail out. not just that, i am now truly frightened. i wasnt that worried b4. but now, i'm starting to feel the pressure. every1 @ cmu is gonna b genius. am i gonna even have time 4 a social life? am i even gonna PASS? i'm thinking i should buy myself a palm. that guy said it was a good idea. in 2 days, i have all this stuff to do. i'm leaving. that's crazy too. about to leave all i know behind. my friends, my family, my house(actually i already did that), my comfort zone. i'm totally ready to go startt anew. socially, i dont worry at all. it's the academics that i'm worried about. i think i'm gonna put all my energies in keeping up with my grades at first, before i even start thinking extracurriculars. gawd, i'm screwed. what ever was i thinking enrolling in the school? i was so excited b4, thinking about all the fun stuff. but that stuff is gonna have to be 2nd to academics. i dont wanna screw myself over. and now i'm REALLY thinking going 2 massachusetts my 1st week of school isnt the smartest idea in the world. ahh! but the plane ticket is already bought. i cant turn back now. what did i get myself into? i ask myself this w/ only 2 full remaining days here. i am going crazy. someone stop my world from spinning. i have so much left to do. i'm definitely going to miss everything here too. i read ann's note to me last night. that's some good stuff. plus, she got me 3 packs of SPEARMINT skittles for my drive up. dont worri, i havent eaten them yet, although the temptation is quite strong. just in case i didnt stress it enuf, thanx 4 always being there 4 me. it's not something u do, it's just by being u. i love u 4 who u are, and i hope u have tons of fun @ stanford.
then there's koons, who leaves b4 me. u've been so good 2 me this year, i dont even know where 2 begin. just know that i really cherish our friendship, and i'll see u over your new PIMP webcam. :)
ahhhh! i cant believe i'm going so soon. i'm going to miss u all. i'll see u guys all over the webcam, and HOPEFULLY i'll be in houston for some of the christmas holidays. if not, i'll see u when i see u!