man...i dont think i'm ever gonna catch up on sleep. it's only partly my fault. really! how can i help it that i wake up after only 6 hours and sleep and i cant fall back asleep? then there's my crazy roommate munching on cheerios like friggin loud, and commenting about how "kool" and "awesome" it is every 6 seonds about the runners running by. "(the great race is today, and it goes by our window). not reall yher fault either. if i really had the ability to sleep, i would've been conked out whether or not she was talking.
This weekend really kinda made me miss home. Home is great. i mean TX home. Like, partying here is kool, u know? and it's fun, and it's more interesting than high school. but there's just something about partying w/ your party buddiers from home...made me miss all u guys. from our crazy dancing, to our clubbing, to our indian dancing. i dont know if i've mentioned this b4, but the diff. azns dont really miz as much. i'm so used to interacting w/ indian ppl, it's weird that i'm not doing as much as that here. so i miss our indian dancing too. bumbaro, or however u spell it. i dont think i'll be balling it indian style anytime soon. dont get me wrong, partying here is awesome too. it's a different atmosphere. and it's a lot of fun, cuz the ppl here are really kool. but just going out kinda made me miss home.
Another thing i dont really do now is have time 2 myself. u know how @ home, there'll just be times where i kinda just sit and chill by myself. i dont really do that. i dont really make time 4 myself anymore. that's prolly not very good. i dont know y. but going out a lot is quite tiring. i mean, it's not like i party all the time. but like during the school week too. i dunno...i've always been a homebody. i like 2 go out, but i like to have quiet time 2 myself too. i'm gonna start trying 2 do some of that. just, u know. take time off to myself, go to B&N, read a book or something.
i also know now how great it is 2 have a mom care 4 u when u're sick. it's really not the same being sick w/ out your mommy there 2 make u feel better. a mother shows concern like no other. i used 2 think it's all annoying and stuff, but u know, when u lose it, u kinda miss it. I LOVE U MOMMY!
yearbooks came back. i heard that instead of putting victoria ban as most shy, they accidentally put me. wtf? unless eric chen is lying to me. this is a possibility...but anywayz. another random bit: us houstoners use the term swol/swole/swoll(the spelling varies). here, ppl use the word diesel. weird, huh? they basically are used the same way, but diesel is more..flexible. it can act not only as an adjective, but as a verb. crazy east coast ppl huh? they make fun of me 4 using the word swole. yes, u know me. ghettoness hard core 2 the max.(stop laughing!) alright, i must go now. we have to go learn our dance 4 r-games now. so screwed 4 today! haha it's all good.