ok. another depressing blog. i'm so lackadaisical today. today's been a pretty bad day, but i'm like...w/e. i'm back to nerdy stephanie again. u wondered where she went? she went into hibernation. only problem w/ being a nerd again si that it's a bit more stressful. i dunno; i just sometimes feel the work i spend doing things; it's wasted. i have nothing to show 4 it. physics; i'm just finally starting to understand energy stuff. but then today's quiz was bs. my goodness. then C on my w. hist. paper. stupid ta grades crazy. i need time to de-stress. but i find that i dont have time. like even w/ me hermiting now, i still talk 2 ppl online and stuff. i like NEED that. and i'm getting fat, but we dont need to talk about that again. ooo i ate hummus today. it's not that bad; pretty good actually. but then i had clam chowder too, so i dont think my lunch was that healthy. plus the fact that i had m&ms given by the gay ppl(it's national coming out day) my lunch aint that healthy. *sigh*. but the weather's getting cold so i thought soup would b good. food is such a rip-off here. man, i'm gonna make sure i have a darn good time 2 nite. i miss chillaxing w/ friends.