HmmMm...what was i thinking about today? how i work so hard, but the best i can do is mediocre. seriously. b4 when i didnt work THAT hard, i was @ the bottom of the curve. now, i'm working my booty off, and i'm in the average range. GREAT huh? for once, i think it'd b nice to be @ the top of the curve. but w/ my intelligence @ this school, it aint happening anytime soon. i mean, i knew this was to happen once i got here. *sigh* it's ok. i guess it's better than being in the bottom again right? but i'm working so hard to get where i am now...actually, ok. truthfully, i could work alittle harder. to me, 100% would be dedicating your life to academics. uh NO. i think a good balance is maybe 80% of your time should b doing academics. not bad, right? 70-80%ish. i'm prolly giving around 65% right now. altho u might not think so by the way no1 ever sees me besides my roommates, i dont do THAT much work. i'm kinda lazy, and i like to take naps. :) i guess i should try to boost my input to around 68-70%ish. i could do it. but sometimes, it's so hard to work. i think there's those days, where u just wanna do jack crap. those are 95% of the days. and once in a while, once in a blue moon, i'll feel like working hard. i wish those days came about more often. where i cant get distracted. i hope that happens during finals week. or finals 2 week. omg btw, i have a test on the LAST DAY of finals, and 2 tests on the day b4 the last day. how ghetto is that? both of my roommates are gonna b gone like @ the beginning of that week, while loser me will still b here. grrr. and on the topic of finals, i'll only have 1 full day to dedicated to studying for the physics final, which is on a tuesday. the week b4 i have all these quizzes and such, and on the sunday b4 is culture night. and how the heck am i gonna be able to do hard core studying after that? argh. i'm already doing quite wonderfully bad in that class. failed that quiz today again w/ flying colors. not as bad as my roommate, tho. she didnt kno there was a back side. ouch.
MAN it's time 4 me to party again! i havent for a few weekends now. since...aaw party i think? T3 man...biggest party of the year, supposedly. and skankiest. that's 4 those boys. i'm dressing nice, not naughty. w/ the rolls of fat that have developed since attending this school, i rather cover up. but yes. it's time 4 some FUN!
On a sadder note, my parents arent coming up this weekend anymore. I just wanna say i love my mommy and i hope that everything works out in taiwan ok, so she can come home and so i can see her. i miss her! everything will b ok in the end right?
haha btw, i just wanna say that i'm not as boy-crazy as i seem in my blogs. it's just pent up frustration. yea, other girls feel the same way as me. trust me. it's been discussed.
o man, i stayed up late watching the mummy returns in jared's room last nite w/ some other floor buddies. did that instead of studying 4 physics. not that the studying would've done me any good. those quizzes are pointless to study for. so yea, had a bit of lack of sleep b/c of that. but that's ok, b/c i'm starting to really enjoy the company of the ppl on my floor. i'm kinda jealous of the C tower ppl tho. they have all those kool bonds. plus, way kool ppl. us D tower ppl, we're more loners. too bad C tower is so far away. btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINA! not that she reads this, but hey, it's the thought that counts right? o man 1 of the guys on my floor made a couch out of empty bottles. pretty kool, eh? its' actually quite comfortable. he covered it w/ this foam packing material that his roomie found 4 free outside, doherty maybe? i dont kno exactly where. but it even has a round foam "pillow". it's quite pimp. so yea, there's kool ppl on my floor. and the ppl across the hall from me, where i watched the mummy last nite, they bought a couch @ goodwill for 40 bucks. it even reclines and everything. its' like....leatherish. pretty comfortable too. it's amazing they got it all the way to their room. interesting characters.
anywayz, i'm gonna jet now and maybe take a nap so i can b all pumped up for T3! woohoo!