*sigh* my partner in crime is off on her study abroad excursion in hk for the semester. what's a girl to do without her best female buddy? no idea. females crave the companionship that only other females can provide (ie, shoulder to cry on, long discussions about clothing/accessory purchases, analyzing situations, and many many more). so what if i only talk to her maybe 3 times a semester (according to tony)? the point is that she's there when i need to talk to her and vice versa. now i'll have no one to call after i've gone to the vs semi annual sale to discuss how early we got there and what goodies were purchased. *sigh* maybe i'm just jealous cuz i'm not going w/ her. ahh, well, she'll be having TONS and TONS of fun which i'll hear about when i get back. i miss her already :(

all is not lost. thank you, THANK YOU professor heimann.

shopping hasn't been all that exciting for me lately. i think i'm in this weird purgatory where i'm trying to figure out whether or not i should dress more trendy/mature. that costs a lot more, but hey i'm only young once right? hmmm...what to do. i'm into that european look, i think i have been ever since i got back from australia. no, i don't dress anywhere remotely close to it. but hey, a girl can dream.

spring break '05 will be in europe. who wants in?

i have had some MAJOR BAD LUCK the past few weeks. to recap:

*stupid mistake on finance exam. cost me an A
*stupid mistakes on regressions exam. cost me an A
*put money into vending machine to purchase peanut m&ms (mind you i wanted the *regular, but the button for the regular was broken), and the m&ms get STUCK
*put my clothes into 2 dryers today. they seemed to work when i left. when i came *back my clothes were still wet. there goes my early bedtime
*go to west wing cluster to print out my crap. of course, the printer is broken
*go to cyert (farther away) to print up stuff. after checking in which way to load resume paper, i STILL load it wrong. wtf!!!
*i swear i tasted bananas in today's custard, but the guy said no. i lose.
*anything else i'm missing?

i think it's time for the LUCKY bus to roll around and let me hitch a ride. if anything else goes wrong, i swear i'm going to rip out my hair. i shouldnt jinx myself huh?

this finals semester SUCKS. two classes, count em TWO classes, i get f---ed over cuz of stupid stupid mistakes on exams. regressions and finance. i hate myself. i think i'll go jump off a cliff now.

*taking an unneeded study break*

so as many of you know, i am obsessed w/ the 12 inch ibook. i keep trying to talk myself out of it, how i dont need it once i'm out of school, but there's just something about it that's so captivating. so i wonder: should i try to save up the money to buy it this summer? i WAS saving my money so i can bleach my 1 front tooth that tony fondly calls blackie (in case you dont know, i had a root canal on it and it's slowly turning black. insurance wont pay cuz it's a cosmetic procedure). it's going to cost about 1100 after adding on some extra memory and harddrive space. i know, i know. i dont need it. and i most likely wont be using it as my desktop replacement, but STILL! *sigh* so if i magically come across a large sum of money, then i'm going to be buying myself one.

in the meantime, i have just begun finals. fun. 3 down, 3 to go. working on little sleep, and getting ultra fat from the not moving from chair and eating a lot a lot of food.