I've realized I'm not longer happy. Life is getting me down. What happened to the days when things used to come easy to me?

so tired. this whole looking for job crap is stressing me OUT. info sessions, resume drops, everything. and now w/ the 373 project coming up. i feel like i'm slacking on my other responsibilities. i AM going home this weekend though. it's probably a good thing, i have LOADS of work to do. 373 is going to be the death of me. i cant even imagine when the coding begins. and next semester's 475...AHHH

and here we are, at the end of my less-than-three-weeks winter break. highlights of the trip (in no particular order include going to morimoto's for dinner, lots of shopping, seeing the museum of natural history, the museum of modern art (aka moma), chilled w/ people for new years in the city (thanks frank for sharing your friends :) ) , eating lots of yummy stuff, eating lots of homemade stuff, eating lots of fruits, alittle bit of sleep (due to my mom waking me up at ungodly hours. hehe), sateen bedsheets courtesy of kenny (aka kenneth) and tony, totoro, and best of all, being able to bum around and not do anything all day, like my laundry. yay!

soon, it's back to the ole pitts where i look to be reasonably busy (HA) with my 54 unit course load, 2 jobs (csw and princeton review), extracurriculars, and chillaxing.

i've been looking at recipes (like on the queer eye website), and i hope to have time to try some of them out. some of them look to be ok, and i have most of the ingredients necessary. cept honey. and i wonder if it's ok to substitute olive oil for canola. o well! we'll find out. hehehe.