*sigh* i dunno. i didnt notice this b4, but it seems like every1 is hooked up. i guess i didnt realize it b4 b/c i'm stuck in my own lil stephanie world, where all i do is study all day, and my friends are not really hooked up. therefore, i dont see this. i guess it's actually no big deal. i dont mind that much. kinda suprising, tho. i guess it's expected. weird. makes me a bit depressed tho. i realized, yea. stephanie's gonna get NO PLAY for the next 4 years. i know what u're thinking. summer! u can get it then. uhhh...no. stuck in a indian town where i know no 1... that'll b GREAT. so most definitely, no play. maybe i should lower my standards or morals a bit. then, i might actually b able to LIKE some1. am i asking 2 much? am i asking more than what a normal girl does? i guess i want 2 find some1, kinda like me in a sense. i like to party and have fun, i like to bum and chill, and i'm a nerd. so basically my ideal guy is some intelligent goofy semi-awkward non-smoking non-druggie not-a-big drinker (somewhat tall ;) ) nerdy guy that likes to party and act stupid w/ me, but can also just sit and bum around and have just as much fun. u would think out of 5000 undergrads, this could b found. but it hasnt happened YET. i'm not feeling that's it's going 2 either. at first (i talked w/ ann about this), i think it was more like i MADE myself find some type of interest SOMEWHERE, b/c it makes like alittle more amusing. it's a bit entertaining. now, i'm even 2 lazy 4 that. *sigh* really! i wanna know. am i asking 2 much? i sound a bit bitter. i think i am. i want something...i dunno. special. i guess i'm jealous of what i see around me. *sigh*
i guess these blogs tend to do a lot w/ academics and the lack of boys @ this school. academic wise, yea. let's still not talk about that. i just wanna state now that my w. hist. ta is a biatch. ARGH let's not get me started on this. OK. we're not gonna talk about this.
i've been thinking a lot about different stuff lately, i just never have time 2 write this down in here, and now i dont remember any more. if i cant remember it cant b that important, right.
o man, on another note, i just wanna say, i'm a bit disappointed. lately, i've been hearing about a lot of ppl who are...i dunno how 2 say it. doing things they said they'd never do. it's a bit weird 4 me, i'm a big shocked. i'm also shocked about hearing stuff about ppl here that i didnt know b4. a different perspective, stuff i didnt know. again, i'm kinda shut off in my own lil stephanie world. what the heck is IN stephanie world? i cant even say. it doesnt consist of much.
o. i do wanna say that 1 of my yummy delicious friends PATRICK is so incredibly kool. yummy? delicious? i think i'm delirious. hahaha. anywayz, he's kool. me and him, man. all the way. i always feel like i can talk 2 him about anything. since kindergarten. he's like my brother. he's always watching out 4 me, and giving me advice. i know his own life isnt perfect, but he tries so hard 2 make mine that way. i havent really felt that "best friend" connection w/ any1 here yet. i mean, i've bonded w/ ppl. but not that...bond. that bond! i'm sure u know what i'm talking about that something u feel when u know u click w/ the person, and u guys get along and u trust each other and...i dunno! the best friend bond! ppl say that it'l change and that your college friends will eventually become your best friends. i'm not seeing that yet, and i'm 1/4 thru my school year already. there's no place like home, right? it gets a bit lonely sometimes. did i talk about the homesick feeling i had the other day? man, i'm switching topics fast. w/e, that's the way i usually talk anywayz, right? if u know me, u kno that's the way i am. :)
yea, matt randomly imed me, and i talked 2 him for like 5 minutes about pretty much nothing. and he had 2 go 2 class. and all of a sudden, i had this wave wash over me. when's the next time i'm gonna see him? he was away @ ut all summer. so the last day of school was the last day i saw him. what about all those friends that i kinda keep in touch w/ but not on a constant basis? what about them? am i ever gonna see them again? suppose i DO go back 2 houston 4 maybe a week or 2. i cant see EVERY1 in that small time span. and what if i go back @ a time where my friend's arent gonna b there? there's a chance i might never see some of them again. i do keep in touch w/ a few on a inbetween daily/weekly basis. then there's my baby JESSICA, who i dont talk 2 that much, but she'll always b my best friend cuz we click right. i love my friends from home, and u guys, i miss yall like crazy! that 1 day, i just had a lil homesickness. no1's ever gonna come visit pittsburgh. this city sux man. but in the summer, if u go 2 jersey or ny, if u dont tell me and i found out, OO u wont b a happy camper.
hm...this was a semi-depressing blog. i dont think u really wanna hear about my weekend, cuz i didnt do much. altho i'm realy gonna try working on the fatness situation. i'm getting so TUBBY! me and my roommate are gonna do this 15 minute circuit thing 3 times a week. yea...in the magazine it looked all ez. when we started, like 1 minute into it, we were both DYING. it's all good. we'll encourage each other. plus, we have all those friggin APPLES from the farm we visited. yummy apples! i'm gonna eat a lot of em, and be healthy. YEA! if any1 wants apples, stop by my room! the meal block is retarded here...grr. dont get me started on that either. alright, i'm like soooo tired now, i'm gonna go 2 bed. nite!

This weekend has been pretty kickass. altho i spent roughly 170 bucks in the course of 3 days, that's OK right? o man...that's friggin huge figure. ahh! must stop shopping. it's ok, it's like the 1st real time i've been shopping since i got here. and everything is so darn cheap...i'm not even gonna go into the bargains i picked up. my most excited purchase still has 2 b the underwear from gap. girls, the underwear is on SALE. o, yea, and the boys and the PIMP JCREW WALLETS! yea, we now all have the same wallet. different colors, or course. but how kool is that. plus all the boys have the same jacket, pants, wallet...highly amusing. well, jessica and i bought the same sweater. different colors, @ least.
o man, after 3 days of non-hermiting, it's so hard 2 get back into hermit-mode. which explains y i'm blogging. gotta start cracking down again. i've been pooling it up like crazy these past few days. i'm actually starting 2 get good! but yesterday was NOT a good pool day 4 me. i dunno what's wrong. i was completely missing all my cuts. i dont think i'm meant to be good @ pool. o yes, and thanks to tony there's now the bottle cap game. this consists of flicking bottle caps in a frisbee type of motion and trying 2 hit each other. *sigh* and i thought i was childish. :) just kidding. it's nice 2 b tuned in 2 your inner child. keeps u young, right? like my NEATO HARRY POTTER LEGO! stop hating, u know u want 1. alright, time to start cracking down. huge physics test thursday, huge chem test friday. i ahve to do well, i'm now aiming @ a B in physics. i currently have a C. according 2 the online thing, my gpa is now a 2.0. how sad is that? i'm on academic probation. i have a feeling my C in w. hist. isnt gonna make it up to an A. o well, w/e.

yay! mid semester break! WOOHOO! i havent updated this in a while. 1: cuz i havent really had the time(it wasnt on my to do list), 2: there's nothing for me to talk about. yea, my boring college existence. hehe, i'm jp. college is kool. i've just been doing some major nerd work for the past few weeks. and i'd like to say, nerdom pays OFF. BOO YA! who kicked ass in calculus. YUH HUH! it's nice to get alittle credit for all the hard work one does. physics on the other hand...still not too hot. OO! i got a 23/40 on the quiz that i didnt know jack shiznit about. yea! that was a horrible day. i didnt even have a calculator, and there wasnt a single calculation on my sheet. heheh. 23/40 baby! u think i'm weird to be excited? not really. that's my 2nd highest quiz grade ever. lowest: 8/40. I KNOW!! i'm moving up the ladder. AND i got a 40/40 on my hw AND my lab. no missed points! yay! this has been a superb day. ALSO my sister suprised me with a care package w/ some nifty goodies in there. and what totally stood out: a harry potter LEGO SET! yea, i know u're jealous. but sorri, u cant have her. she's MINE. MY sister is KOOL. :) i'm so ready to just relax. ok, so i failed the mastery exam in chem again. its' all good. i didnt waste my time studying last nite, considering it wouldnt have helped. i'm ready to chillax man. i still have work; i think i'll start that sat. in the mean time, i'm gonna revel in the fact that i am on BREAK!
so i guess yea, things are actually kinda going my way. and u kno when that started? when i started being a nerd again. u'd b suprised, but being a nerd does wonders. now i'm wondering if i can pull my physics grade up to a B. it's a D right now. the cut off for a B is 75; come on. if i kick booty on my next tests, i think i have a shot. and the next physics test is on thursday. and there's also a chem test on friday. yea...crazy hermiting next week. i need a new term besides hermiting...got any ideas? it makes me seem so....unsocial. but i still am social. kinda. yea, and i feel so crafty right now. i need some glue tho.

i think i just wrote way too much about academics. and since i dont wanna write about me getting fat(i'm too excited about academics), what should i write about? i've already talked about the ppl here... OMG o yea, the other day patty suprised me @ night w/ hot cocoa(the weather here is getting cold), and we talked for like 3 hours. isnt she the best? what a friend. so glad i have her. i really feel like i've bonded w/ her. i feel closer to her than i do to any1 else here. not that i dont luv all yall too!

so the to do list for this weekend:
finish my craft
make my karry potter lego castle!
grocery shopping
study physics
study chem
do physics hw that's due monday
eat something OFF CAMPUS
MAYBE shopping(i'm only gonna go along. i cant HELP it. hehehe).

reading my old blogs, i think it's kinda weird how my spirits go up and down, up and down, like a spring. i go thru high points, low points, and days where i'm just like...w/e. it's weird how things affect me. but it's all good, i think every1's life is like that.

every1 that's going home or is home 4 mid semester break, i hope u enjoy it! and bring me back goodies! eat lots and lots of good food for me too. every other bite, u're eating it 4 me. HEY, if u can take shots for another person, u can eat 4 another person right? it makes sense. hehe okie dokie, i'm in a really good mood right now. BAI BAI!!!

ok. another depressing blog. i'm so lackadaisical today. today's been a pretty bad day, but i'm like...w/e. i'm back to nerdy stephanie again. u wondered where she went? she went into hibernation. only problem w/ being a nerd again si that it's a bit more stressful. i dunno; i just sometimes feel the work i spend doing things; it's wasted. i have nothing to show 4 it. physics; i'm just finally starting to understand energy stuff. but then today's quiz was bs. my goodness. then C on my w. hist. paper. stupid ta grades crazy. i need time to de-stress. but i find that i dont have time. like even w/ me hermiting now, i still talk 2 ppl online and stuff. i like NEED that. and i'm getting fat, but we dont need to talk about that again. ooo i ate hummus today. it's not that bad; pretty good actually. but then i had clam chowder too, so i dont think my lunch was that healthy. plus the fact that i had m&ms given by the gay ppl(it's national coming out day) my lunch aint that healthy. *sigh*. but the weather's getting cold so i thought soup would b good. food is such a rip-off here. man, i'm gonna make sure i have a darn good time 2 nite. i miss chillaxing w/ friends.

So, turns out we're not all as hyper and energetic as we seem. We all try 2 hide it, and pretend we're ok. what's up w/ that? do we just wanna rpetend that we're always kool, always happy? but we're not. i'm quite contemplative sometimes. not as much as PATRICK, who knows more about me than i do, but i like to analyze things. i like to think back to events that happened during the day, or even in the past, and figure it out. i know most of the time they dont warrant it, but i do it anywayz. So yea, i'm usually incredibly energetic, but sometimes it's fake. b/c when i dont act like that, ppl start questioning and wondering what's wrong w/ me. so far here, i've been kinda both. kinda quiet, and then ppl ask me if i'm tired or not. i usually am, but tiredness doesnt really affect my energy level. i can get myself pumped up if i really want 2. and lately i've kinda been hermity. it's been a good thing 4 me, i mean, i dont study 24/7. but i do study a lot more than i did b4. i do kinda miss seeing every1 all the time, and i do feel like i miss out on some stuff. but then i think about it, and u know, my parents are spending a freaking lot of money to send me here, and it's not to socialize. i'm not gonna pussy out and drop physics; i wanna do good. work hard. i'm gonna do it. the rest of my classes too. it's not like i'm NEVER gonna see my friends. see, i always do this. i start behind. had i worked from the beginning, i could b ok. but now, i'm paying 4 it by completely hermitting, b/c i screwed up @ 1st. i didnt adjust fast enuf; so now i'm compensating. grrr. it's ok. after next week, i can be a pseudo-hermit. next week is mid semester exams, so the week after that i can take it alittle more easy. not too much, or the cycle will start all over again. i might b able to start taking meals w/ ppl again! yay! yea, it's sad. i usually eat by myself now. really tho, it's the only way 2 get work done. u'd b suprised by how much more u can accomplish when u're not socializing. plus, if u write down a set schedule and do your best to follow it, u can increase productivity. omg i sound like a handbook.
yea, so anywayz, my real thought of the moment is how here, we're all kinda similar. i'm reading lisa and dave's blogs, and noticing how we're all like funni and perverted and childish, but @ heart, we're a lot more than that. it's just that we're not close enuf 2 b telling each other about it yet. well, we kinda are. sorta. like....little by little we're building our relationships w/ each other. and that's what i think is totally kool. we're slowly starting 2 trust each other w/ our little problems, and figure out each other nuances. way kool.
anywayz, i seriously need to get back 2 my work. i didnt factor in "update blog" in my schedule, so now i'm behind. :) i hope every1 has a superb day!

yea, today was a reeeally weird day 4 me. i went to sleep pretty early last nite, but i woke up twice during the nite, once 20 minutes b4 i had to get up 4 school. grr. i got my chem mastery exam back. yet again, stupid mistake cost me the entire test. i added an extra O2, which cost me 18 friggin points, 18 points which i needed so i wouldnt have to take the mastery exam again on thursday. but no, i'm stupid. same as the 1st time. i should've passed it the 1st time. BASTARD! then in physics my paper disappeared. i didnt leave my seat, and it disappeared. i spent half the class trying 2 find it. every1 around me thought i was a freak. finally, the guy in front of me gave me 1; he was like, here, have this 1. yea, this is 5 minutes b4 class is over. i'm like WHAT? u had it the WHOLE TIME? he even HEARD me like asking 4 it over and over again. i even explicitly asked him. omg... then in my calc test review today, the girl sitting next to me jacked my folder and planner. wtf, right? she left early, and like later, i'm looking 4 my stuff and i cant find it. who the heck wants those things? it's not like i keep money in there. @ least she didnt take my notebook. luckily, i was taking notes in my notebook. i'm hoping she'll finger me, so i can get my stuff back. i dont even know her name or anything. what's up w/ ppl taking my stuff and making me freak out?
o yea, i had a study abroad appt today. it was way kool. i'm so excited about applying and going and stuff. i'm thinking 2nd semester soph year; i have my reasons. anywayz, some of the programs are associated w/ other schools like UT and stuff, and we could all go 2gether! how spiffy is that? anywayz, australia has so many choices. i'm pretty sure i'll choose U. of melbourne, just cuz it's like the best school in the area. now it depends on financial stuff, to decide whether i'll go thru the school or thru an outside src. if it's thru the school, there's only a few ways to go. if not, there's a lot. but supposedly, australia's tuition is really cheap (like 4000 USD, so the lady said), so there's a good chance that it's cheaper to go not thru the school. KOOL right? and travelling around there...how pimp is that.
i actually should b studying 4 my calc test right now. i'm taking a break. i've been studying for a few hours. i so need to get an A tomorrow...omg i need a 94. sad, but true. i hate the way all the tests count for so MUCH! i'm not gonna get a lot of sleep 2nite. i hope i can make it up this weekend. so far, the only thing i have is friday, i have 2 go to AWW YEA 3!!! (hehe slight promotion). but after that i should b ok. i'm all about my beauty sleep. i've been breaking out pimples, getting fat, ugh. i'm seriously like constantly eating, even when i'm full. what's wrong w/ me! it's like, to keep me studying, i eat. when i'm not studying, i dont really eat. it's so weird! my stomach is seriously getting huge; i'm not exaggerating.
i think my hermitude is going well. i still see my friends, not as much as i would like, but u know, i think the 38K tuition should b made the best out of, and i should worry about academics. plus, i pretty much need a 3.0 to study abroad*cough*JEFF*cough*. but yea, u guys should look into studying abroad and doing that stuff.
O yea, i'm doing the 30 hour famine, and if any of yall would like to donate, TELL ME! thanx!
ok, back to calculus again. MUST STUDY! MUST GET A! watch like all this studying not pay off and i fail. that would b tres horrible.

hahaha ok my roommate just got back from buggy practice. she spent like the past hour running up and down hills and such. and now the whole room smells like sweat. hahahaha it's hilarious. actually, that's a lie. the room smells like a combo of sweat, febreze, and my bath and body works garden splash body spray. hehe i dont even wear body splash. looks like this is gonna b a common occurance from now out too. i think my bottle is gonna b gone by the time spring carnival rolls around. :)
yea, i think here i've definitely learned to not judge a book by it's cover. let's just leave it @ that.
i've been so GOOD today! i got so much done. seriously, social time really cuts into academic time. i really get so much more done when i dont socialize. actually, no. i had dinner w/ friends today. so HA i did socialize! yea! let's just hope that it pays off and i can get Bs in chem and physics and As in the rest. keep your fingers crossed for my csw quiz tomorrow, calc test(50% of grade) wed, chem and psych quiz thurs, and physics and another psych quiz friday! dang, that's a lot, huh? not even counting the hw. man, it's kinda not kool when here i am hoping to get a 3.0, and all yall back in TX are like yea.....i want a 4.0. kiss my patootey!

I feel so unproductive these days. I did like no work this weekend. And i just found out how gpa works. i'm screwed i tell u, screwed. seriously. from here on out, i am going to take my lunches alone. i need more time to work, and i pretty much waste all that time during the day doing nothing. even if i dont work during lunch, maybe i can squeeze in some hours or sleep or something. better then lounging around doing nothing. ill prolly still eat dinner w/ other ppl. not COMPLETE solitude. i really need to try to make this work. my gpa is gonna b so bad this semester. *sigh* and i seriously need As in all my classes it's not even funni. everything is weighted like heck. ok, enuf of my depressing self pity crap.
i had a really good time this weekend. i didnt go out really, and it was nice chilling. i didnt exactly catch up on sleep, but i did get a good few hours. i still have major bags under my eyes. i think those are gonna b with me for the rest of the year. so what did i do? well, our girls night out got a bit screwed up, and u know how no 1 is EVER punctual. then the bus situation didnt help, and we ended up having to walk a bit to the waterfront. so we didnt watch the movie. went shopping instead. HORRIBLE i know. i bought a pair of bowling shoes from dsw. they're really cute! i've been looking for some. then came back. i decided i didnt wanna go 2 the asa chill; too tired. i was in 1 of those crazy "i wanna clean" moods. once in a blue moon, right? so i took advantage, and now my room is super-clean! yay! and my clothes actually fit in my dresser now. it's like WOAH...never knew that could happen. then bum came over for a few hours and we talked while i cleaned. saturday i didnt wanna go bowling or the tsa party....dang. i'm really sounding like a party pooper arent i. well, i'm really not! i just wasnt in the party mood this week. oooo AAW PARTY on friday @ YBK! every1 must go. support AAW!!! sorri, i'm supposed 2 promote. anywayz, met a spiffy nifty guy named tony, and we + chris chilled. i played pool for like 4 hours. i hope i got better w/in that time frame. my hand was all red by the end. that sucked. anywayz, sunday...what did i do...ate @ schatz, went grocery shopping, aaw meeting, and read articles for psych. not really productive academically this weekend...must work on that. argh. sorri, this weekend was extremely boring for a blog entry. i enjoyed it. o i got a nice phone call from pat telling me he puked his brains out. yea...dear, learn your tolerane. that'll help. u kno i luv u! :)
oo, it's starting to get semi-cold. it's supposed to be 40-60 tomorrow. woohoo! i'm excited. and omg north face! down, or 3 in 1 zip in parka? decisions! i dont know which way 2 go. or maybe not northface @ all. i saw some @ land's end i liked. plus leather gloves. and omg i saw my dream peacoat on the j crew website. w/ thinsulate! *sigh* if only i had an endless supply of money. that would b neato burritos.
yup, i'm gonna go shower now. that'll wake me up a bit to write my essay.

continuing on w/ my descriptions:
DAVE-dave's from NY. most of these ppl are. long island, i think? 1st time i met him was also @ elaine's place. he had just gotten his head shaved that day, thanx 2 a bad hair cut. he looked like a little monk w/ his small korean eyes. awwww...right? hehehehe. dave's an archy, so he's stuck here 1 more year longer than we have 2. it's amazing i see him as much as i do, b/c the rumor is that u NEVER see archies. dave kicked my butt in pool yesterday. i was having an off day. but he's so nice, he always tells me where to hit and stuff, so i'm starting to kinda learn angles and business. dave's also really laid back. but i think things get to him sometimes, and he gets pissed off. but that happens 2 all of us, right? oo yea. dave is massage king. he's really good @ giving them. and he really likes 2 get them too. oo, and like last week we were sick 2gether @ the same time w/ the same thing. sux, huh? aLL JESSICA'S FAULT! hehe jp. dave's the chill type. lots of cs and warcraft. always wearing sweats(woohoo!). i'm all about sweat pants.
CHRIS-chris is from NJ. 1st time i talked 2 him was coming back from the KSA party, he was a bit buzzed. i think i scared him w/ my anality. i was talking about how the tiles on the floor werent exactly square, and it pissed me off...hehe. chris cses. grrrr.. stupid cs. anywayz, he's a IS major, so i'll prolly see him more as the years go on. he has a gf in ny(a bit YOUNG) but hey, to each his own. it's funni cuz he's always talking 2 her on the fone. man, even i talked 2 her on the fone! :) oo we went 2 the waterfront 2gether, cuz i had 2 show him what sateen was. NOW he knows. but like no 1 else does. every1's like, u mean satin? NO i dont mean satin. i mean SATEEN. 2 bad the bed bath and beyond have the 800 count sateen. they had i think 500, which is still friggin good. my sateen is only 260. anywayz, i buffed his nails on the bus ride back, and this black gay guy on the bus started talking 2 us...hahah that was great. all the guys ended up w/ buffed nails. hehehehe chris also helps me out a lot when i play pool. it's like, what? scratch? what scratch? u can try again. hey! i need the help, ok?
ALBERT-i dont know albert as well; he's been a bit sick, plus he's got a lot of hw going on. mech e, i believe. another NYer. he's got a gf too, and she came to visit a coupla weekends ago. so cute! he's always talking 2 her on the fone. even while he plays pool w/ 1 hand. he's a friggin hustler. i like to watch him play, cuz his shots are so clean. he has a bald head too. but he keeps up the bald head. and OO 6 pack baby! NICE stomach. me and my obsession w/ nice stomachs...hehe. o, and he's into astronomy. NOT astrology, as i quickly learned. he's 1 of those crazy international science fair geniuses. so is his roommate. it was actually in his room where i 1st met jessica and jeff. cuz albert had just got a new sound system, and like every1 on the floor was freaking checking it out. all boys dorm. yea...pretty much. albert's been sick for...a good majority of the time he's been here now that i think about him. i remember when i 1st met him he was drinking thermaflu. i wonder what that stuff tastes like...
OK. like, i guess that's pretty much the usual crew. there's random additions here and there. but i dont feel like i know enuf about those ppl to write a nice paragraph about them. next i'm gonna talk about the 1st friends i made here.
BUM- i met him the very 1st day i was here, @ playfair. it's basically 1 big giant ice breaker w/ the whole freshman class. we both have birthdays in march. bum is soo kool. 1st of all, come on. what is the guy's name? BUM! u cant beat that. anywayz, he's in CFA. fine arts major. he's friggin talented. if any1 wants to see the pic he drew of me, i can hook u up. plus, i just took a picture w/ the tree that he constructed...man. i need to get a copy of that picture so u guys can see that too. SOO KOOL! yea, he's got a major talent. he's from NJ. his parents are children's book illustrators. how kool is that? how many azns u know do art stuff anywayz? bum's also quite the gentleman. he always walks me home to make sure i'm ok (even tho i'm a bit taller than him) ;) he's always watching out 4 girls. i remember waking up after a "nap" at schlag, (@ like 5 am) and i found a blanket over me, and a toothbrush next to me, for me "when i wake up". isnt that so freaking nice?
BEN-ben lives in schlag too, right across the hall from bum. ben is from TX YEA! dallas, to be exact. he's not as tx pridish as jessica and i are. but that's ok. ben's kool. he's 1 of the 1st ppl i met here too. he talks kinda girly. hahaha. it's true! i'm not trying 2 b mean. and he always talks in this funni australian accent. like when he plays pool and stuff. and ping pong. he gets really into those games. and he's always napping. i dont think he has the ability to pull an all-niter. he's always so dazed after he wakes up from a nap too. he's like walking into trees and stuff. hehe.
FRAN-i dont see much of fran anymore. :( she's in fine arts, so i dont really see much of her. she's like the 1st girl here that i started hanging out w/. she's so PURTY. all the guys are jocking her like mad. too bad she too has a man. she's really laid back and stuff, likes to chill. i like to chill! ASA chill! haha ok, that was totally off the topic...i must b on pills or something. we both like watching disney channel. yay! i havent watched in so long. i wonder what's up w/ lizzie maguire and even stevens. that's ok. i watched plenty of that 2nd semester last year. anywayz, this girl knows how to SHAKE It for salsa. quite impressive.

i've noticed that my blog is reeally boring compared to every1 elses xanga. i'm gonna stay strong, and i'm not gonna change over. i kinda like my blog. the colors are kinda cute right? do ppl even READ this? i feel so weird when i write in here. i dont write much stuff about the ppl here. prolly cuz no 1 here really reads it, so i think it's a bit weird if i write too much about the ppl here. but if u want, i'll start writing random descriptions of the ppl i've been hanging out w/. once i get pictures, i'll try to somehow get that up too so u guys can see. so here, i'm gonna go. these are in no specific order. i'll start w/ the girls. :)
JESSICA- out of the group of ppl i chill w/ now, she was the 1st girl i met. i met her @ schlag. she seemed really kool, esp. since she was from texas. it's hard 2 find lots of tx ppl. pretty much every1 is from NY, NJ, and some from CA. So immediately i felt an instant bond to her. GO UT! YEA! it's kool, cuz we talk about that stuff. i never really had TX pride b4, but leaving it makes me realize i DO have tx pride. tx might b boring and stuff, but there's something about it...anywayz. jessica's from plano. very kool. she's a dancer, so that's kool. haha she's really funni. she just finished doing crunches, and started pounding her knees and saying oww...haha i dunno. yea, i'm on a laptop right now. wireless baby! anywayz, i pretty much have to credit her and jeff 4 introducing me to all the spiffy nifty ppl. jessica like knows every1 here. i feel like such a bum next to her. she meets like every1, and i meet...not many ppl. i'm such a homebody. if it wasnt 4 her, i dont think i'd know any upperclassmen. she's a kool beets person.
ELAINE- "lainey" as her new nickname is is the 2nd person i met. i went 2 her apt the day after i met her, cuz jeff invited me over 2 eat dinner w/ them. they were cooking. kool stuff. i felt a bit weird @ 1st, cuz i didnt know them. but every1 was so nice to me, and now me and elaine are "chubby bunny buddies"!!!! yay. that's from the crazy marshmallow competition we had during r-games. then we also have our pimped out chest thump. u know how football players hit each others' chests when they win and stuff? we decided we'd do our own victory thump, but we cross our arms over our chests b4 we do it. hehehe fun stuff! elaine's like a stick. thin as a rail. but supposedly, she's gained a lot of weight ever since she came. w/e. but looks can b intimidating. she friggin won our team the dodgeball competition. she nailed albert! she played water polo back in high school. she's pure muscle. uh HUH. she's a lot stronger than u think. she's really cute. she's so lucky. her and her bf are so cute 2gether. he's from cornell. he came 2 visit her like 2 weekends ago. he's the sweetest thing in the world. i wish i was lucky enuf 2 have something like that. "mad propz" to her for making an effort to maintain something like that.
LISA-i met her next @ elaine's apt that time. turns out @ that time, she wasnt that close to those ppl either. but we're all friends now, and i see them basically every single day. i dont think a day has passed where i havent seen these ppl. anywayz, lisa is tall, like me. i think i'm still a bit taller tho. just a hair. she's from cali, like elaine. she's a fob. ok, when i say fob, i dont mean ACTING like a job. ijust mean that she's not born in america. but that's ok. lisa and i both live in morewood. pretty much every1 else lives in apts off campus, so i used 2 feel a bit left out. lisa's a cs major. uh HUH. u kno what THAT means. hehe i'm jp. she's not even CLOSE to the typical cs nerd. altho she programs like a monster. carrying around that laptop and working on her program while we were chilling in albert's room, what a NERD! hehehehehe. anywayz, she's got some major dedication. she must've watched aliyah and boa liek a million times to get down the moves. her dancing is so cute. candy walk! heehee. and now we're aaw reps together. YEA! all the way!!
PATTY- patty's the last of the 4 girls i met here. it was weird; when i 1st started chilling w/ every1 they all talked about this girl named patty, and i had never met her. i was like what the heck? so i finally met her the 1st time when we went to thai place cafe for dinner. she's from NY. hunter, if u guys know anything about ny high schools. (it's a good school). my very first initial impression of her was WOAH! i was immediately blown away. she spent the 1st like hour i knew her on the fone talking 2 her friend from home. but that wasnt exactly her personality. her friend was just going thru some stuff. our 1st major likeness that i noticed was our love for different kinds of foods. she went on and on about ny foods, and i was like MAN this girl knows her foods. and as u all know, i love good food. AHH! tokyo bowl! tay do! when i go back 2 houston, i MUST hit those 2 places. omg on a side note, the other day some person was like, what's GUMBO. yea...cajun food doesnt exist here. anywayz, last weekend @ the lambda after party, me and patty bonded over some skyy blue. haha nono, we didnt really drink much. but it was nice bonding w/ her. it makes cmu feel alittle more homey for me. OMG and we're gonna all go and watch sweet home alabama 2gether. all the girls. YEA BABY! i'm so excited. girl's day out. sorri, i keep diverging off topics. anywayz, i hope this doesnt sound bad, but patty's not exactly everything she seems on the exterior. dont get me wrong, she's so sweet and nice 2 every1, even ppl that dont like her *cough* BITCHQUEEN *cough* ;) but she's a lot deeper than that. just cuz she looks really cute and has a high pitched voice, it might give off the wrong impression to ppl who dont try 2 get 2 kno her better.

ok, onto the guys. hmm...the guy group is alittle more...undefined. i see some more than i see others; we'll see how this goes. anywayz, i have a lot of free time today. that's y i have time to do this. i wish everyday was like this.

JEFF- jeff the 1st of these ppl i met. he's really kool. i guess i kinda met him and jessica @ the same time, altho technically, i met him in my calc recitation. turns out we have like 3 classes together. not that he attends them or anything. ;) he's really smart. he's just a bit lazy. but he's 1 of those ppl that knows when to do work. he's from hunter too. well, kinda. that got me all confused. long story there; crazy rumors about him getting kicked out of schoo, which is technically true...hahahahahaha. ok anywayz, my 1st impression of him was that he was really goofy. not goofy like disney goofy. but like....it's hard 2 explain. he's a really laid back person. nothing really gets to him that easily. but when he smiles, it's goofy. ok, if u know him i think u kno what i'm talking about. that's y when i found out he had a knife injury, i was really shocked. WHAT? this funni goofy guy is a THUG? yea, so i saw the scar, and i asked him about it. yea, i'm a really curious bee. u know me. i have to kno everything. but u know i dont really pry, unless i can. :) anywayz, it's a pretty big scar. he has some other small stuff too. yea, he CLAIMS he doesnt do that kinda stuff anymore. SUUURE, right? hehehe yea, and he rides a motorcycle. how pimped out is that? thug. hehe. he can also friggin hold his alcohol pretty well. that has been well demonstrated.


ahh, it's getting late. i really need to go shower and get ready 4 school tomorrow. asa chill tomorrow! aka underage drinking, from what i heard. dont worri! stephy will stay strong. :)

Now i got FAMOUS PEOPLE!


PoRsChe576 (2:31:38 PM): kobe byrant uses the word swoll!
PoRsChe576 (2:31:44 PM): haha i read it somewhere
PoRsChe576 (2:31:50 PM): he said last year he was swoll this year he is swollen

later...

PoRsChe576 (2:34:21 PM): He joked with media saying "I just went from big to bigger, from thick to thicker, from swoll to swollen,".
PoRsChe576 (2:34:26 PM): haha thats the quote from kobe

y does every1 else seem to have such interesting blogs? mine is so boring. i just ramble on about w/e is on my mind @ the moment.
any interesting stories going on in my life right now? hmm. nope. my life is quite uninteresting. it consists of going to classes, eating(a LOT), some sleeping, hw, chilling. i'm currently trying 2 cut down on my amt of chilling, in order to get my grades up. go me, right? i'm trying 2 b more studious. i'm so bad lately! *sigH* i'm working on it.
oo! girls day out friday! sweet home alabama. i wanna see that movie so bad. my 2 fav actresses: reese and gwen. they rock! yay!
i'm in the process of writing letters to my friends. go me. i still need to mail pat's. it's been sitting on my desk 4 a while. but i need to find an envelope 1st. a big 1. 1 of those manilla ones. that's y i havent mailed it yet. but yes. the rest of u, keep your eyes out on your mail box! U never know when u're gonna get a nice treat from me!
sorri this blog sux. there's really nothing to talk about.